This is my first post that I am typing from my mobile. I just had to. Dil jo halka karna hai!!!
I am in my bedroom and PK is enjoying his Better Homes and Gardens serial on TV in the living room. You know why we are sitting in separate rooms?? Because I am so so pissed off on him right now.
In the morning it was all good till he dropped me to train station. As soon as I caught the train he called me as usual. In between chat we saw message from BIL and that single message led to the argument. PK raised his voice a bit and that is like worst thing ever for me. I cant tolerate him talking with me in raised voice. Period.
And this was early in the morning. I was so pissed off I just hanged up his call. He knows how I cant tolerate his high volume when arguing. He tried calling once after that which I obviously did not answer but after that no efforts at all to talk with me!!! Ok fine, he sent me one text later saying – itna gussa?? Bas, that’s it.
No phone call whole day at work, no message during lunch break, no message before leaving, no call asking me where I am, in which train I am, what time I will reach?? Nothing!! 😦
And even now, I grilled the sandwiches that I did not ate during lunch, he returned the plate to kitchen bench-top without eating!! Instead he made his own sandwiches and enjoyed them while watching his serial.
Oh and listen, He made tea for both of us and gave one mug to me. But if he did not ate my sandwich why should I touch his tea?? No you tell me!!!
I am sitting here since last couple of hours without eating/drinking/talking and this man doesn’t cares at all.. I was wrong yesterday when I said he doesn’t lets me sleep hungry.
Every time I hear raindrops on the window I feel like PK is coming to me with the plate of sandwich. Any small noise, I feel like PK is coming to talk with me but no. He is still watching his better……. Ya you know what!!
Tell me, Who was angry in the first place?? Me. Who has to manaao me?? PK. But the scene has become opposite here!! Now I have to go and talk to him??? No way. Its total total atyaachaar!! How do I tell my patthar-dil husband that I am hungry, I want to eat, I want to talk. Why these men are so complicated?? Ufff…
Ok I think I am done complaining, go now enjoy and have a good weekend 😊