I am taking a break from blogging.
Not that I have been posting everyday but I am not regular as well. I don’t feel like writing anything. I am spending my free time at work getting lost in my thoughts. While traveling to & back from work, I don’t remember to get off at my stop, I cook just for the sake of cooking and eat just to give company to PK. This long weekend we were at home all three days l don’t know how the days went by. We make our usual number of rotis for dinner but couldn’t finish. Too many things going on in our lives right now & our minds are not in sane condition. We both are lost, working our way out of this tensed situation which seems very difficult right now.
On top of it, FIL has started this new thing addressing me as “Respected Mrs. TP” in his emails to PK, just to irritate me more and more but he doesn’t know that I already have so many tensions in my life that I am not even giving a damn to his tactics.
We booked our holidays few weeks back. We were happy and looking forward to our holidays. But now when the time has come to start packing & preparing to fly on morning of 13th June, we are in no mood. No packing. No planning. No shopping. We don’t know what are we going to pack? What are we going to do there? This is not the right time to go for relaxing holidays. We don’t have patience to stay away from home for 5 nights when we HAVE to be here every single day to get out of our tensed situation. If we cancel our trip we will lose every dollar that we have spent to make luxurious travel arrangements for our 5th wedding anniversary. I am keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for some good news before 17th, so that our anniversary is a memorable one in a good way and not because of this tensed situation.
I will be back to blogging when I will feel like writing but will be reading all your posts regularly. Have a good time and take care.